random musings IV

since I have the worst writer's block in history at the very worst time imaginable, I'll waste all my time and creative energy on my stupid blog...


-I think about how very close I am to being done with graduate school and free of that anchor keeping me from starting a real life....but then I wonder what is after that? how do I start that real life?

-I wish it was a year ago

-still trying to decide if I can pull off the goatee thing (some guys can and some guys look stupid) or maybe a full beard? just not sure I'm a facial hair kind of guy....clean cut kinda works for me. any feedback, ladies?

-baseball starts in less than 2 weeks and I'm not even all that excited at this point...not sure if thats because of the thesis pressure or being a Cubs fan

-I kinda just want to make out with someone right now and not have it mean anything....is that so wrong?

-really, REALLY wish I was going to Ireland

-I've been dreaming/thinking about/joking about death way too often lately

-you know you have bad writer's block when even a stupid blog about random thoughts is tough to get down

-been thinking about pulling out the old saxophone to see if I still know how to play the damn thing...but then I just remember that I sucked

-I know I'm famous for my vanity (how many of you have caught me staring at myself in a mirror?) but have you ever noticed how you can look really good in one particular mirror but really horrible in another? why?! its the same image, lighting?

-if I can finish the damn thing I think will be less proud of getting my MA than I was when I got my bachelor's from Eastern...maybe cause its not worth alot on its own...but I will have a binded book it UT's library and my name will come up on an author search...that's cool

-I have a serious internet addiction...someone please make me do work or go to bed

(geez..this one was a bit of a downer....stupid thesis)